Tempat meluahkan perasaan

Yes, aku tak faham kau nak apa dengan aku sebenarnye?
Bila aku rase aku safe ngan kau, tapi kau rupa2 nye pegi dengan perempuan lain.
Aku tak faham? Bila aku daaa fikir banyak sangat nie, aku rase give up . Aku dipermainkan ke?
Bile kau nak kau cari aku , bile kau taknak kau cari perempuan cantik.
KAU NAK APA?
seriusly aku taknak sakit hati lagi, aku taknakkk !!
Kalau kau nak berkawan ke , kau tau laaa batas kau .
Nie sama je aku tgk kau layan aku and die. Macam takde beza nye .
Daa tuh aku nie sape bagi kau?
Bile bincang masalah kau cakap bising, serabut sampai bile kau nak mcm tuh? Takkan kau nak sakit kan hati aku je. KAU TAK PIKIR KE PERASAAN AKU KE?

Siapa kah aku dimata kau eh? Perempuan untuk dibodoh kan?
Kau memang tak perasan , aku je nampak aku je perasan kau tengok perempuan cantik je. Perempuan cantik comment comment laaa hi dear. Emoticon kiss bagai tuh. Waaahhh kau tak pikir ke perasaan aku.
SAKIT HATI WEH, AKU NIE SEBAGAI APA?

Kadang2 kau condem aku , aku tak make up jumpa kau , pakai baju sama jumpa kau.
Yeelaaa aku balik keje aku memang laa tak make up, kalau kau boleh terima  aku time aku make up je aku pun tak tau nak cakap apa laa.
Ok, aku pakai baju sama semua jumpa kau . Aku bukan takde duit nak beli baju ke apa, cz aku ade bende yang lehih penting untuk aku bayar.
Perempuan len memang laaa die tak perlu byr apa2, die ada mak ayah yg bekerja. So die nak bayar apa je, duit tuh untuk diri sendiri laaa
Aku ada mak je, ayah daa takde. So aku kene laa support mak aku.
Yes aku teringin nak dress up cantik2 mcm orang len, tapi aku pikir banyak kali weh .
Aku tau kau nak gf kau cantik semua, aku pun NAK weh, tapi tersekat . 😞😢
Yeelaaa dimata kau aku mane cantik, perempuan len lagi cantik kan.
If aku beli baju ke apa , aku takde duit nak jumpe kau, So, baik aku save money untuk jumpe kau

Kadang2 aku sedih sangat tak cukop ke aku sacrifice untuk kau? Maybe tak cukop cz aku tak cantik .

Lastly , aku takut kehilangan kau tapi if kau nak jugak aku terpaksa terima . 😔

Sorry sebab selalu menyusahkan
Sorry sebab i am too care about you
U have everything good looking, car, sweet talker u can choose anyone u like .
U dont scared of loosing me . Tell me if iam wrong.
Sorry sebab keep asking kat mane?
Sorry sebab keep call when you not reply my msg.
I dont know how to be like u? Like what u did to me.
U can ignore me as wish u can .
Yes, i am too jelus
Yes, i am scared of loosing you.
Sorry , i cannot make my feeling away from u.
I dont want my relationship like sia2
But lately u always keep scold me. WHY?
U say u want relationship yang matang.
Im trying not to call and text u what i did before. As u wish right?
We will see did u find me? How important i am to you .
Please be honest with me, so that i am not ruin your mood and my mood.
Tak salah kan if bgtau btol2
Sorry sebab marah tak tentu pasal. This is because i am too CARE about you !!
Sorry bukan nak tunjuk kebudak2 kan , but my tears down .
I know i am not important to you , you dont realise that but i realise that . Correct me if i am wrong.
I admid that b sangat baik to me, thanks for coming into ny life and changed who i am now.

THANK YOU for all your sacrifice to me.

BORAK KOSONG

Assalamualaikum dan selamat tengahari

It long time day tak update bukan tak ada masa tapi malas. Banyak je masa hah hari2 dok scroll all social network even bende sama je tengok tapi nak scroll jugak. don't know why tak boleh move on lagi without phone. can u think for me? my phone always in my hand. HAHA (That is not funny okay)

Nak cakap apa eh? ermmm hah okay idea daaa datang .....

Office sekarang yang aku kerja happening sangat but not too happening laa .. hehe kau rasa macam ner kalau kau kuar rehat pukol 12 pm dan kau masok pukol 2pm . 2jam ok hakak nak cakap nie. office korang hado? tapi tak selalu laaa, kadang2 jee *jangan nampak sangat yang kau tuh rehat lame ok. 

lepas kau dah masok lewat tuh, kau boleh lagi borak2, kau boleh lagi main phone haishhhhh *maybe tak kene lagi kot ngan boss . Yes my boss say make this office like your second house, ade bar, ade coffee machine . Sangat relax tapi pasti kan laa keje kau siap semua, jangan lau kau keje tak siap kau nak memain kan. 

Ada fikir nak cari keje lain? yes ada sbb aku rase keje aku nie tak boleh adventure daaa, tahap tuh je . tapi aku sayang nak tinggalkan office nie sbb tak tegas sangat . yes its hard to say good bye . hmmmm By the way, aaku nak cari keje lain jugak laaa, kat sini kau tak boleh belaja lagi daaa, takat nie jee. 

ok nak buat keje . bubye

Wishes

hye korang and assalamulaikum

Dah lame aku tak update blog sebab malas nak cite and takde cite nak diceritakan . Tapi aku nak cakap laaaa kan i would like to say thank you to all happy birthday wishes . 18/7/1991 - 18/7/2015
I am officially 24 tahun . Dah besar kan? Semakin banyk nombor tuh, tade nak semakin kurang . No besar tetapi saya takut sangat untuk menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang 😩 but life must go on bak kate semua org kan . Hehe dah 20an apa kau nak eh? Ofcozes pertama yang didalam otak nie adalah kawen. Yes i am taknak main dalam hubungan cz i big already . It is not a time to play anymore, faham? Kalau taknak, cakap taknak . Kalau hanya nak main kan, kau boleh blah , cz aku taknak . Buang mase aku, buang mase kau jugak !!!

Second, aku nak ade kete sendiri
Third, aku nak ade umah sendiri
Fourth , my happy family

And tak lupa jugak for the cake yayang . Thank you so much b


The end

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Assalamualaikum semua, i dont know where to start my entry . But i have something stuck in my head . Saya tiada papa since i standard one lagi . Start from that , my mom take part as papa n mama . Kiteorang semua survive sendiri, masing2 buat decision sendiri kat mane your future want to go . Mase study dulu kengkawan semua cakap ayah diorang yg settle kan masuk u nie. Isi borang semua, tak lengkap call ayah . But me i have to settle by my self. Eh kau dah besar kn soh ayah lagi? Time tuh memang tak tentu arah laaa kn. Hmmmm time study jugak soalan yg paling takot sekali siapa tade ayah sila angkat tangan. Pheww . Time tuh u have to be strong . But now i achieve what i want . I make mom proud of me . P/S sayangilah ibu dan bapa anda sebelum mereka menghadap illahi . Al-fatihah

Assalamualaikum everyone ,  is not too late to wish happy ramadhan al-mubarak to all muslim 

Dear EY,  Thank you for accept me as part of your friends *special friends kan?* Thank you because stay with me . Thank you because accept my bad attitude . Thank you cz treat me well . Thank you to be my good boyfriend and mybe my future husband insyaAllah . Anything happen in our relationship please dont easy give up because iloveusomuch. But if u has trying to find other girl who more  good than me, please tell me k. But please dont find . Haha. Thank you cz be more patient on me . Thank you cz u make me happy . Thank you for everything that i cant describe into words. Only me know how special your are to me. Please stay with me !!! 😔.                                                                                     im not a baby doll you wanna play with but i am human being. Why u always keep scold me? Why? If at first we met u dont have any intention to marry, please dont give me hope. Now i luv u so much . People say when we love someone too much, then too much u will get hurt. Yes i know u have your own life and dont want to text 24 hours . I will do for you . Lets talk about when we first couple , i dont text you 24 hours n at that time i start to luv u . What are you doing to me? You go out with someone else right?? N u say i stay far away from u.. But now we are more closed right kan b? Then kenapa buat mcm nie eh jugak? Apa yg b nak sebenarnye ?? Hmmmm