Tuesday, January 21, 2014

wahhhh
my final exam is over
so
dah tak perlu stay kat dungun lame2
i will stay close with my family
i am happy person
but perlu ke dungun untuk jumpa advisor for the thesis thing

INTERNSHIP?
THESIS?

to be continue .....



Monday, January 6, 2014

WELCOME 2014

yeahhhh good bye 2013
a lot of memories i had been thru on 2013
but thankful teach me how to be independent
how to settle the problem by my own
i can survive
teach me to love Allah rather than people who always make you hurt
pasti and wajib till the end of my life
thanks Allah meet me with someone who make me happy

dear 2014,

please give me more miracles
i will wait for that
i hope my life will be more enjoyable, happiness and dream come true . ahaks
no mission for 2014
but i want to be a good girl 
i want my family proud of me
i hope my degree result with flying colors
this is my last sem before my practical and thesis
yahoo
i can enjoy
you can't enjoy yet ayu !!

thank you for read people
p/s ada ke orang baca?


Friday, December 13, 2013

Dear Hayyu Shaari,

Believe in yourself. Ignore those who try to discourage you avoid negative sources, people, places, things and habits. Don't give up and don't give in. Your life is not behind you, your memories are behind you. Your life is always right here, right now. seize it !! Choose to let each of your experiences today to be a gateway to an even brighter tomorrow

sincerely, 
  me

Saturday, November 30, 2013

KISAH SEMALAM

today 30/11/2013
yesterday 29/11/2013
apa yang berlaku? adakah benda burok berlaku? NO !!

hahahahahaha 
is my first time ever bawak lelaki jumpe my family
i bring him along together watching hunger games 
cuak kebebeh
selamat diorang okay
gelak besar lah kan
i dont know why i feel senang dengan this guy
nak tahu sape this guy
her name is esa yasmie
he is funny
bahan orang is hobi dia kihkihkih .. *jangan marah ae
itu sahaja yang boleh saya cerita 

- the end -

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

hye guys
dah dinner?
im asking that question because i wrote at night 8.45 pm
ermmm
me dah dinner?
ya i had done my dinner
nasi+kicap+ayam
Mak kita masak..
nampak tak M tu huruf besar
so, faham2 je lah eh
AYU!!
kau makan apa?
asal selera kau tinggi?
macam ner nak kurus kalau kau asik makan je?
selagi boleh makan, kita makan
jyeaaahhh

actually bukan nak cite pasal tu
macam mane nak start eh?
semua orang nak berubah kearah kebaikan, betul tak?
semua orang tak nak duduk di bawah je
tetapi kenape ada hamba Allah nie
pandang rendah sangat dengan saya
ya i know i had a lot of mistake before this
im trying to change myself to become a good women for my family, my future husband, child
and ofcourse Allah
hamba Allah says " asal kau dah berubah eh? ala dulu kau pun ada buat dosa, kau tak ingat Allah pulak?"
i just silent
doesn't mean i concede
i think 4what i am answer that question?
as long Allah knows what i feel and what im trying to do

p/s whatever people want to judge you, let it be.
as long you know what to do
peduli orang nak kata, kalau asik pikir orang je susah jugak
for me, saya akan layan semua orang baik
tp orang tu nak layan saya macam apa. its up to you 
fullstop!!

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

saja suka

assalamualaikum dah salam sejahtera
hello hello hello malaysia
saya disini ingin mengatakan, saya semakin berisi
GEMOK !!
stay kat dungun, makan non stop sbb apa? sbb asik lapar jee 
kalau kat umah, takde lah makan sebanyak nie . kat umah hanya makan sekali sahaja itupun petang
kat dungun makan pagi,lunch,petang and dinner
mane tak gemok kan...

btw,

 Alhamdulillah diberi kesihatan yang baik.

tetapi

nak kurus woiii, atleast my weight is ideal with my height
nie lemak terkeluar2
chin pun dah ada dua.

bagaimana nak turun kan berat badan? 
kurang makan?
ye
exercise?
itu sudah pasti
kalau duk terbaring kat atas katil, tak exercise langsung, jalan sikit pun dah complain
macam ner nak kurus

so
start exercise !!


Thursday, November 14, 2013

5 weeks left for the final exam
mentally? not prepare 
physically? not prepare too
dah bile kau nak prepare ayu?
orang lain dah sampai ke puncak
kau still duk kat bawah, dengan attitude yg sama macam dulu
malas, malas, malas

change for your future and last sem for degree before pactical !!
yaAllah mempermudahkan segala urusunku
Amin