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yeaaaaaaahhh impian tetap impiann

tapi kau kene tau , yang kau nie tak keje lagi. faham?

huwaaaaaa

takpe lah nak list kan apa impian kita je.

tidak boleh capai harinie insyaAllah satu hari nanti akan ku pasti kan tercapai jua impian ku

1. Iphone

2. Nak bawak mama jalan. pegi umrah ke haji.

3. Around Malaysia with the love one. pulau bebeh

4. Nak hire maid untuk clean kat umah nie, buang apa yang patut.

5. Nak beli kasut, baju, seluar, handbag and more to ladies. ahaks eh kau lelaki ke?

6. treatment rambut dah mcam apa ntah nie kan.

7. Nak ade kete sendiri tapi bila minyak dah naik harga gune jelaahh baby b kite dulu ye. simpan duit banyak2 dulu ye.

okay nie je setakat nie impian kite. hahahha.. 

bila nak dapat interview call nie? rezeki ade dimana2 tapi kita kene usaha. tak usaha you get nothing. 

JANGAN MALAS HAYYU SHAARI !!!

yeaaahhh

finally boleh bukak

dengan segala usaha dan titik peluh

my blog dah boleh bukak. 

tetibe boleh lupa password dio.. haiyakkk..

syukur

lets begin

Assalamualaikum enkorang semua

apa khabor? sihat?

me? 

alhamdulillah

i dont know where to start my story

bukan panjang benor nak cite nyoo

tapi hmmmm

after final sem thesis and internship mula lah aku sebagai penganggur aka tanam anggur aka gemokkan badan dirumah. ahhahha

people would not stop talking selagi kau tak keje, selagi kau duk umah je kan. orang tak kan stop berkate2 sampai lah even kau dapat keje pun nanti

yes dugaan bila tak berkerja

i dont have my own money

bnyak sangat impian tak tercapai nie

kau tak boleh beli baju baru, kau tak boleh beli barang kesukaan kau. 

semua terhad

and most of my schoolmate dah berkeje n berkahwin. n hbu??

still finding for a job. yes i am

i have stop my social network for a while because they keep story about house, married n shopping and so on. and yet now i don't have anything.

sometimes ade orang yang akan mendown kan kau bila tak berkerja, orang akan pandang rendah kat kita. like takde duit sape nak pandangkan. and time sekarang nie lah tgk sape yang ade dekat kau time2 macam nie?

 rezeki masing2. ade orang tuh rezeki die kat sini, and ade rezeki kat sane pulak

Allah know better for your future

and i will keep praying and doa that i get a job. Amin

YAALLAH BERIKAN NUR HAYYU PERERJAAN DAN SEMOGA BERJAYA DIDUNIA DAN DIAKHIRAT .

AMIN.

 

 

saya tak kisah orang nk pandang rendah kat saya.  sbb tak semestinya awak Akan berada diatas.  today your day,  might be tomorrow my day.  bukan nk berdendam ke apa tapi sebelum bercakap pandang diri sendiri dulu. okbai

just saying

dear boyfriend / man / boy

don't make a girl like baby doll - bila Nak layan elok2, bila taknak buang.
don't play with girls feeling - girls memang kite tengok die kuat but actually girls Akan nangis bersama2 kawan2 die. 
don't take girl for granted - if cume nak berkawan, jangan bagi mereka hopes
your girlfriend don't like their boyfriend treat other women like how you treat her. 

mostly mula2 nak kenal je will contact each other,  bila dah dapat layan macam Nak taknak je..  why eh macam tuh?  this not for boys only but for girls too. 
well I'm not perfect,  might be someone don't like me but there has someone will love you forever till the end of my life.  #ohfuturehusband. do you will marry me!?  hahaha.. 
I'm jealousy person because I love you.  I don't want other girls take you from me. ���� but I'm not control you because you not my husband yet.  if awak sayang saya,  awak takkan Tinggal saya,  if tak sayang,  mesti awak Akan Tinggal saya. 

apahal cinta2 nie.  hahaha.  okay saje sesuka.  bai. 

BAGAIMANA saya nak jadi seperti orang lain?  berpakaian mewah,  berkereta mewah.  saya tak dibesar kan begitu tapi saya sangat bersyukur. orang lain maybe sbb diorang ade seorang ayah,  yang support dorang..  ade one of family nie,  semua ayah die tolong Nak kete? barang branded?  semua boleh tapi kenape mereka selalu complain. saya takde ayah sejak kecil lagi,  apa yang awak nak,  awak mesti kene usaha sendiri..  hmmm.  one day I will.  one day insyaAllah diizin tuhan,  saya Akan capai apa yang saya nak. !!!
saya takde semua tuh tapi saya ade kebahagian bersama family Dan rakan2...

bai

luahan hati

Assalamualaikum guys
hmmm
Nak meluahkan perasaan sikit ni,  but if you guys say it is annoying,  eiuuwww,  whatsoever please don't read it!!  first warning

ermm once upon a time,  in a small house,  there have a little girl with her cat playing baby doll.  eh apa nie? apa nie?
actually,  Nak luahan kan ke tidak puas Hatian Di tempt keje.  I don't like the environment because the other staff is not friendly,  and they like to talk behind.  but memang semua tempt Akan ade macam tuh.
tetapikan if the environment is good,  enjoyable,  I don't complain what I am doing right now.  I complained because I don't like it.
can someone please understand what I feel?  hmmmm
I am working like an office boy but me of course office girl kan kan.  hik cume tak kuar antar surat je. 
today situation : pagi2 takde keje,  that I am too boring tahap maximum da,  then I asking one of their staff apa yang perlu saya buat? after that, kuar babi tuh cakap "eh,awak buat apa ni? awak tak boleh pegang nie?  sape bagi awak nie?" grgrgrgr.  siapa saya?  tak boleh pegang document awak?  I just orang luar is it? tak down tapi rase macam if aku tak buat kijo,  kau tanye.  then bila aku mintak keje,  kau cakap macam nie pulak.  memang makan babi bnyk sangat tuh.  saya macam diperbodohkan. huh
everyone know how to do filing,  fax, fotostat,  scan,  email.  each of the document should be responsible by who use the document.  you can hire budak2 pun boleh buat keje macam tuh.  as their part time job. 
setiap hari Akan  kira mase untuk pulang.  if enjoyable,  saya pun suke datang keje. 

I just need someone please understand me. and support me. I'm not complained, hmmm my internship was so good than this!!  ada Satu tahap tuh,  rase Nak menangis.  huhu mesti Kate manja. whatever!!

please give me more patient to face this!! 

okaybai

EY

I MISS YOU

lot of things

Assalamualaikum guys

long time no see right? because i dont have a mood to write it.

now i come back.. yeaaaahh

past few months a lot of thing i had been doing.

satu2 okay?

200614

finish my internship at KNB

240614

VIVA which presentation my thesis paper. all was going well

290614

salam ramadhan to all muslims

180714

ding dong happy birthday NHS. so surprise my brother in law buy me a cake, tak  sangka ade jugak orang beli cake for me. heheh. thanks brother in law

and tak lupa jugak yeaaaahh my boyy thanks for the present ye. mula2 we talk about perfume and me ask him to buy for victoria secret. then kiteorang selalu gurau2 je, so i dont expect he buy for me perfume from victoria secret for my birthday present. im so surprise b, thank you so muchhh.. luv you

last tak lupa jugak mum, siblings and kawan yang wish personally to me, thank you so muchieee.. sayang korang semua.

290714

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

kisah chici

chici diberi nama
seekor kucing parsi berwarna kelabu yang comel
di adopt dari pet shop
owner dulu die nak pindah umah condo, sbb tuh kiteorang pun amik
almost four years chici dijaga
detik 280514 chici sebagai kenangan

tiada lagi kucing yang akan tunggu depan pintu toilet
tiada lagi kucing akan berada bersama saya bila sedih
tiada lagi kucing yang akan mengikut saya kemana sahaja
tiada lagi kucing yang mengiau

sebelum hari rabu tuh die dah lemau , makan pun tak and minum pun tak
aku beri die minum air and baring kan die kat depan pintu ( chici tak suke baring atas katil)
keesokkan paginye die hilang, cari punye cari rupanye dalam stor.
before this, die tak penah masuk stor tapi nie tibe2
dalam stor tuh die dah mati dengan keadaan lidah terkeluar n mata terbukak

kami terima dengan redha
bia lah die pegi maybe die sakit
but we will miss you chici :)

monday blues

assalamualaikum guys
and hello Monday
good morning
what a sleepy Monday??
mengantok die tak payah cite laaa kan
grgrgrg ..

almost 3 month dah practical kat knb nie
a lot of things that I learn
lepas habis nie, pikiaq cari keje lah pulak
cari duit bebanyak,dan settle kan mission satu2
ada ke misson awak ayu? hehe

at the same time bukan buat practical sahaja, but I have to settle my thesis aka research for last sem

kbai, tak tahu nak cakap apa daaa
#akuyangupdatekauyangpanas

Sunway lagoon

Yeaaaahhh . Kami mang suke pegi sunway lagoon, sbb nak swimming je. Padahal tempat lain adekan . Kali nie bukan pegi ngan EY je, pegi ngan my sistah and brother and airish . Konon nye si airish tu nak swim lah kan.
Hmmm, swim sekejap je pastuh menangis.
Picture below ke above saye tak tahu cz update guna phone je .
Ha apahal gambar tuh? Si EY tuh, datang sini nak tidoo, bukan nak main, umah die kat sunway lagoon nie. Hahaha. Btw asalkan di depan mata kannnn .. huhu . Tunggu die tido mang lame lah kan . Dah sayang, malas lah nak kacaukan. Hewhew
Banyak *kan* haha. Lantak lah situ

*jangan marah eh by*

Kbai

ohh thesis
who are you?
please go away from my life
I don't want think about you
i don't have time to do you
i am tired after work, then weekend what you do?
weekend is my rest day, my social life ( not too social ya) i know my limit
Everyday i keep thinking about you and i has intention to do it
but i am very lazy and tired. throw away your laziness ayu!! until when kemalasan awak tuh?
don't complain ayu!
the due date is just around the corner babes but i don't have started any yet
i don't understand what is data streem? how to find the data?
but then you don't show any effort on it kan ayu
so, keep quiet and selamat beramal

Dating

Terase rindu sekali bila die mau pegi "vacation" for one week . Lain macam pulak rase even selalu jumpe die pun weekend je. Maybe for one week no wassap, no wechat, no morning and night wish. Hmm, phone saye akan senyap for one week:'(. Takpe blaja if one day die tinggalkan saye. Hewhew. Hope not .apa2 pun take care of yourself disane ye, jangan nakal2 . Im gonna miss you by.

Love,
NHS

P/s this is myblog suke hati gua nk update apakn? Lu tak suke blah!!!

TERFIKIR

ketika saya drive kereta, berjalan2 di shopping mall

saya terfikir sejenak

mewahnye orang nie bawak kereta mewah, banyaknye duit die shopping

seronoknye bila tengok orang macam tuh

bagaimana nak capai jadi macam tuh eh?

and me?

where am I now?

saya belum habis study lagi, sebab tuh I can't simply mintak duit from my parents.

saya nak all thing dari hasil titik peluh saya sendiri

kesian my mama bersusah payah besar kan saya yang degil nie, yang tak dgr cakap nie.

heheh .. sorry mum.

saya mula berfikir start from now, I have to bekerja keras and usaha to get something

it worth it tau one day.

saya cakap ini bukan saya mengeluh and tak bersyukur dengan kehidupan sekarang tapi saya nak tolong family saya untuk jadi yang lebih baik.

insyaAllah

I am happy with my family now

I love my family

sincerely

NHS

no caption

today is my lazy day working ( internship )

I don't know what to do

SLEEPY + BORED

where is my internship?

is at kontena nasional berhad

I am enjoy do internship here but when no work to do, it is very bored day for me

I have learned many things here even just 3 weeks do my intern

that's all from me

thank you

nur hayyu report

PENGAJARAN

Dear my future husband

If you love me, please love my family too, they are my heart too ..

#itu sahaja yang saya mintak

Ada orang merajuk sebab saya tak cite pasal die kat blog nie

apa sangat lah blog aku nie ponnye kan, tak seronok ponkan

my blog is like my diary, if bosan2 bace balik blog nie mesti ingat kisah lame2.

who cares kau punya kisah lame? aku pun tak cares. lantak die lah, past is past .

hahahahaha

kau ingat kau tu special sgt aku nak cite kat sini? hekhek

gurau2

yes he is someone special to me

he is ESA YASMIE a.k.a EY a.k.a BONGAK

he is much better than before.

aku taknak lah comparekan. but he is better

taknak cakap banyak2 sebab jodoh itu rahsia Allah tpi kite kene usaha lah jugakkan, i don't know

tak perlu kot nak cite dimane saya kenal die kan?

korang pun taknak tahukan? takpenting kan bagi korang?

tp sy kenal die time sy baru jah putoz cinta, die pun same kot baru putoz cinta ... hahhahah

die yang buat saya gembira and happy. tak payah nak happy sangatlahkan, kang merane pulak kang..

kihkihkih. lantak die lah kalau kau bace nie kan. hehhe

die seorang yang kuat perasan, aku pun layan kan jewlhkan.

dala banyak cakap, penat doe nak layan kau.. *maafkan saya*

whatever it is, i accept you !! chewahhh 

die kate die comel .. puiiiihh

comel tang mane? cer cite sikit empunya diri

btw comel :)

i love you bongak .. ngeeeee

sweet tak?

p/s gurau semata2

hewhew

adakah saya seorang yang kasar?
adakah saya seorang yang hati dia keras?
orang yang berkawan or rapat ngan saya yang boleh menilai saya
kenape saya jadi macam nie?
ini sebab bila saya baik ngan orang
orang pijak kepala saya
orang mempergunakan saya for benefit and macam2 lagikan
dulu aku boleh senyap but now no more
dulu orang selalu cakap kau nie baik sangat lah ayu !! cbe keras sikit hati kau tuh .
dulu saya selalu pikir hal orang lain, saya jage perasaan orang lain tp takde sape jage perasaan saya
sampai bila nak orang pijak kepala kite je kan? sape nak? semua orang tak nak kan?
saya act macam nie sebab saya taknak orang tahu apa yang saya rase, saya taknak pikir kesedihan saya.
senyum didepan semua orang and gelak ketawa untuk lupa kan apa yang saya rase
prinsip saya: saya buat baik ngan orang but orang tu nak buat jahat ke apa, kite layankan aje but must be smart !!

P/s i treat people is based on how you treat me !!

I don't like showing with who i am close 

who my love

who my sweetheart

because 

I'm afraid of losing people I love

as long people i love is in my heart 

that is okay !!

wahhhh

my final exam is over

so

dah tak perlu stay kat dungun lame2

i will stay close with my family

i am happy person

but perlu ke dungun untuk jumpa advisor for the thesis thing

INTERNSHIP?

THESIS?

to be continue .....

WELCOME 2014

yeahhhh good bye 2013

a lot of memories i had been thru on 2013

but thankful teach me how to be independent

how to settle the problem by my own

i can survive

teach me to love Allah rather than people who always make you hurt

pasti and wajib till the end of my life

thanks Allah meet me with someone who make me happy

dear 2014,

please give me more miracles

i will wait for that

i hope my life will be more enjoyable, happiness and dream come true . ahaks

no mission for 2014

but i want to be a good girl 

i want my family proud of me

i hope my degree result with flying colors

this is my last sem before my practical and thesis

yahoo

i can enjoy

you can't enjoy yet ayu !!

thank you for read people

p/s ada ke orang baca?