Sorry sebab selalu menyusahkan
Sorry sebab i am too care about you
U have everything good looking, car, sweet talker u can choose anyone u like .
U dont scared of loosing me . Tell me if iam wrong.
Sorry sebab keep asking kat mane?
Sorry sebab keep call when you not reply my msg.
I dont know how to be like u? Like what u did to me.
U can ignore me as wish u can .
Yes, i am too jelus
Yes, i am scared of loosing you.
Sorry , i cannot make my feeling away from u.
I dont want my relationship like sia2
But lately u always keep scold me. WHY?
U say u want relationship yang matang.
Im trying not to call and text u what i did before. As u wish right?
We will see did u find me? How important i am to you .
Please be honest with me, so that i am not ruin your mood and my mood.
Tak salah kan if bgtau btol2
Sorry sebab marah tak tentu pasal. This is because i am too CARE about you !!
Sorry bukan nak tunjuk kebudak2 kan , but my tears down .
I know i am not important to you , you dont realise that but i realise that . Correct me if i am wrong.
I admid that b sangat baik to me, thanks for coming into ny life and changed who i am now.

THANK YOU for all your sacrifice to me.

BORAK KOSONG

Assalamualaikum dan selamat tengahari

It long time day tak update bukan tak ada masa tapi malas. Banyak je masa hah hari2 dok scroll all social network even bende sama je tengok tapi nak scroll jugak. don't know why tak boleh move on lagi without phone. can u think for me? my phone always in my hand. HAHA (That is not funny okay)

Nak cakap apa eh? ermmm hah okay idea daaa datang .....

Office sekarang yang aku kerja happening sangat but not too happening laa .. hehe kau rasa macam ner kalau kau kuar rehat pukol 12 pm dan kau masok pukol 2pm . 2jam ok hakak nak cakap nie. office korang hado? tapi tak selalu laaa, kadang2 jee *jangan nampak sangat yang kau tuh rehat lame ok. 

lepas kau dah masok lewat tuh, kau boleh lagi borak2, kau boleh lagi main phone haishhhhh *maybe tak kene lagi kot ngan boss . Yes my boss say make this office like your second house, ade bar, ade coffee machine . Sangat relax tapi pasti kan laa keje kau siap semua, jangan lau kau keje tak siap kau nak memain kan. 

Ada fikir nak cari keje lain? yes ada sbb aku rase keje aku nie tak boleh adventure daaa, tahap tuh je . tapi aku sayang nak tinggalkan office nie sbb tak tegas sangat . yes its hard to say good bye . hmmmm By the way, aaku nak cari keje lain jugak laaa, kat sini kau tak boleh belaja lagi daaa, takat nie jee. 

ok nak buat keje . bubye

Wishes

hye korang and assalamulaikum

Dah lame aku tak update blog sebab malas nak cite and takde cite nak diceritakan . Tapi aku nak cakap laaaa kan i would like to say thank you to all happy birthday wishes . 18/7/1991 - 18/7/2015
I am officially 24 tahun . Dah besar kan? Semakin banyk nombor tuh, tade nak semakin kurang . No besar tetapi saya takut sangat untuk menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang 😩 but life must go on bak kate semua org kan . Hehe dah 20an apa kau nak eh? Ofcozes pertama yang didalam otak nie adalah kawen. Yes i am taknak main dalam hubungan cz i big already . It is not a time to play anymore, faham? Kalau taknak, cakap taknak . Kalau hanya nak main kan, kau boleh blah , cz aku taknak . Buang mase aku, buang mase kau jugak !!!

Second, aku nak ade kete sendiri
Third, aku nak ade umah sendiri
Fourth , my happy family

And tak lupa jugak for the cake yayang . Thank you so much b


The end

hmmm

Assalamualaikum semua, i dont know where to start my entry . But i have something stuck in my head . Saya tiada papa since i standard one lagi . Start from that , my mom take part as papa n mama . Kiteorang semua survive sendiri, masing2 buat decision sendiri kat mane your future want to go . Mase study dulu kengkawan semua cakap ayah diorang yg settle kan masuk u nie. Isi borang semua, tak lengkap call ayah . But me i have to settle by my self. Eh kau dah besar kn soh ayah lagi? Time tuh memang tak tentu arah laaa kn. Hmmmm time study jugak soalan yg paling takot sekali siapa tade ayah sila angkat tangan. Pheww . Time tuh u have to be strong . But now i achieve what i want . I make mom proud of me . P/S sayangilah ibu dan bapa anda sebelum mereka menghadap illahi . Al-fatihah

Assalamualaikum everyone ,  is not too late to wish happy ramadhan al-mubarak to all muslim 

Dear EY,  Thank you for accept me as part of your friends *special friends kan?* Thank you because stay with me . Thank you because accept my bad attitude . Thank you cz treat me well . Thank you to be my good boyfriend and mybe my future husband insyaAllah . Anything happen in our relationship please dont easy give up because iloveusomuch. But if u has trying to find other girl who more  good than me, please tell me k. But please dont find . Haha. Thank you cz be more patient on me . Thank you cz u make me happy . Thank you for everything that i cant describe into words. Only me know how special your are to me. Please stay with me !!! 😔.                                                                                     im not a baby doll you wanna play with but i am human being. Why u always keep scold me? Why? If at first we met u dont have any intention to marry, please dont give me hope. Now i luv u so much . People say when we love someone too much, then too much u will get hurt. Yes i know u have your own life and dont want to text 24 hours . I will do for you . Lets talk about when we first couple , i dont text you 24 hours n at that time i start to luv u . What are you doing to me? You go out with someone else right?? N u say i stay far away from u.. But now we are more closed right kan b? Then kenapa buat mcm nie eh jugak? Apa yg b nak sebenarnye ?? Hmmmm

note to myself

Dear NHS,

love yourself first rather than u love others

Why u only give that such of effort but other people don't do the same towards u? wasting your time.

you have say to yourself u have to treat people base on how people treat u. but me myself i can't !!

other people say to u like that, so what can u do?  then they expect u to treat them more than that? no way

start from today, u don't have to think much about people, focus on yourself !!!

XoXo , luv u

EY

I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU 😞

Penang

Assalamualaikum dunia 🙊  Setelah sibuk dengan kerja masing2, we decided to go a shortvacay . Plan setahun lame tau, but last weekend baru ade rezeki nak pi. Bukan kaki kencing eh? Al-maklumlaaa, before this im not working and just finish my study. Hehe . Book flight+hotel a months early , then sebulan tuh topic pasal penang jewlaaakan . Hahahahaah. Then sampai laaa mase pergi n fly to penang . Ahaks. Yeaaaahh finally we arrive penang. Thank you b. P/S dear esa yasmie, please dont waste time on our relationship if u dont want me , just say so if u dont want me. Nak habaq mai i dont want to play with my relationship and iloveu 😍 . Kongsi gambaq satu 

HMM

Assalamualaikum and selamat pagi
I don't know where to start but today is my bad day 060115
Stalker punya stalker terjumpa satu gambar and membuat kan semua perasaan ada.
Terdetik hati untuk Stalker, maybe Allah nak tunjukkan because im too obsessed about you till i forget everything about my life.
Thats y, first time i met you i don't want to excited . In malay lantak kau laaa kan nak buat apa pong
But now, when i start to love you and why you did to me like this? why ?!!!!!!
Apa perasaan awak eh buat saya macam tuh? takdak perasaan

ohh, itulaaa girl yang you sanjungkan dulukan
ada susah senang with you. but why you give me hope?
one year n half this what you want show to me?? hah?
Don't know what to say anymore. very hurt :(

Only i can say, i will pretend our relationship but if you don't want please tell me.

Thank you so much !!!